Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Layers

This time of year is always a busy time for me both mentally and physically speaking.. though this year has held a lot of differences compared to the years before it. I am learning that there are so many more layers to me than I could have ever anticipated. 

One of the first layers holds maturity. Every year it seems I am taking on more and more adult responsibilities. The layer's opacity is growing thicker now more than ever. Bryon and I are taking all the necessary steps we need to easily transition into this new chapter of our lives. Between the wedding, house hunting and other plans of our future this layer continues to mold me above all others.

Another layer holds creativity. As of late I have an overpowering want to create.. from photography to painting to crafts.. I have to be doing something. My brain is on overload and my hands restless. I am ready to take on projects at the drop of a hat just to satisfy this hunger within me.

Another layer holds charity. A big part of me is wanting to help others. I have been praying more than ever as of late. I pray to be spirit led and for God to light my path so I can easily follow. My heart has been breaking when I see others suffer for various reasons. Whenever I feel I can help, I want to help. I want to be driven to do good, and I want that to reflect so other do the same.

There are so many layers on top of layers that are making their presence more apparent in my life. It is a busy struggle arranging them lately, but a wonderful feeling all the same.